wait, athol already wrote it for me.
here you go.
the title is perfect:
“When you don’t think you deserve to win, you find a way to lose.”
because that’s what it is all about, what do you think you *deserve* out of life?
what do i think i deserve out of life?
here’s what athol wrote:
The core of the problem is that you’re experiencing a low energy state and lack feeling entitled to succeed, to win, or to simply have things go right. So you sabotage yourself to align your level of success, love and happiness to the same level of your current energy set. This is why you can’t have nice things.
that’s why i had so much trouble getting hard when i was about to bang MF, but why my dick got rock hard banging blondie. i had fucked blondie for so long without getting anything better that i had trained my mind to think that that was all i deserved. i remember i even had to *imagine myself* fucking blondie while i was fucking MF in order to stay hard. crazy, huh.
anyway, so the question for 2014 is:
what do i think i deserve??
we gotta get deep, baby.